Why do I even try? There are times in life where it just does not seem like it is worth the fight... Then again there is no giving up because that means death. So, I guess with God's help I will keep fighting, even if I do not know what I am fighting for. It seems that the more I try the worse things get. I am begging to think that it is I.
I need to remember that I will not be content until my heart rests with the maker. I wonder how to give up that control. This has never been something I was good at. I hope that I get better at it soon. I feel sorry for anyone reading this because it is very dull. However, if there are one or two suggestions on how to just give it all over to Him I will take them J! However, somehow I do not think it is that easy.
Well the fight continues…
Speaking of fighting, my conversion has led to a greater respect for the Catholic Church by my protestant friend. He like myself was very anti-Catholic before I started my conversion. Now, though he does not think that it is for him, he has found that it is not so bad. There is a Peace to be found in the True Church that I am so happy to have found. Now if I could only practice it better, life may be GREAT!
Well no words of wisdom tonight… sorry.
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
Saturday, December 17, 2005
"Super Hero"
I am not so sure about this quiz!!!
You scored as Lara Croft. A thrill-seeking, slightly unscrupulous, tough-as-nails archaeologist, Lara Croft travels the world in search of ancient relics perhaps better left hidden. She packs two Colt .45s and has no fear of jumping off buildings, exploring creepy tombs, or taking on evil meglomaniacs bent on world domination.
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Well I will make a post for the non-readers out there. Since my last most much and nothing has occurred all at the same time.
1. I have decided I am going Catholic. In RCIA classes the information just feels and seems so RIGHT. It seems that most of the ideas are out of my own head, or make since and covers most of the questions I had in the past. For the ones who know me Mary was my major deal breaking point, now I embrace her, as she should be, as my mother!
2. I have a new “boyfriend”. Not either of the ones above; however, he is sweet. He mostly treats me well, and I mostly treat him well (kind of). Not much to report there besides he has more feelings for me than I have for him. It could be that I blocked myself off after being hurt so many times in the past. (Maybe I should become a Nun!)
3. School is VERY hard. I have been trying for quite some time to get caught up on my schoolwork, work stuff, and the things around here… not quite working. I have found that praying the Rosary is very helpful… If I could only find the time.
Hopefully I will get some significant posts to you shortly…
1. I have decided I am going Catholic. In RCIA classes the information just feels and seems so RIGHT. It seems that most of the ideas are out of my own head, or make since and covers most of the questions I had in the past. For the ones who know me Mary was my major deal breaking point, now I embrace her, as she should be, as my mother!
2. I have a new “boyfriend”. Not either of the ones above; however, he is sweet. He mostly treats me well, and I mostly treat him well (kind of). Not much to report there besides he has more feelings for me than I have for him. It could be that I blocked myself off after being hurt so many times in the past. (Maybe I should become a Nun!)
3. School is VERY hard. I have been trying for quite some time to get caught up on my schoolwork, work stuff, and the things around here… not quite working. I have found that praying the Rosary is very helpful… If I could only find the time.
Hopefully I will get some significant posts to you shortly…
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