Life

Why do I even try? There are times in life where it just does not seem like it is worth the fight... Then again there is no giving up because that means death. So, I guess with God's help I will keep fighting, even if I do not know what I am fighting for. It seems that the more I try the worse things get. I am begging to think that it is I.

I need to remember that I will not be content until my heart rests with the maker. I wonder how to give up that control. This has never been something I was good at. I hope that I get better at it soon. I feel sorry for anyone reading this because it is very dull. However, if there are one or two suggestions on how to just give it all over to Him I will take them J! However, somehow I do not think it is that easy.

Well the fight continues…

Speaking of fighting, my conversion has led to a greater respect for the Catholic Church by my protestant friend. He like myself was very anti-Catholic before I started my conversion. Now, though he does not think that it is for him, he has found that it is not so bad. There is a Peace to be found in the True Church that I am so happy to have found. Now if I could only practice it better, life may be GREAT!

Well no words of wisdom tonight… sorry.