Well I am well on my way to becoming a Catholic. Well kind of. This would be so much easier if I could feel like I have found what I am looking for. I think the “loss” of my second possible husband as left me feeling… well lost. I have confirmed that one crush has no interest in me. That’s cool he will remain my “good” friend. I think I will see where I stand with the other; however, I am sure it will be the same. There are some who show an interest in me, but they are not what I seem to be looking for. I have been unable to find a Christian little lone a Catholic who likes me. So where does that leave me? Well I am not sure. I guess I will have to pray it through. There are so many things to take into consideration.